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Hey baby, it’s the fourth of July
Jun 29th, 2009 by admin

After years of study and more years of honing my craft, it can be humbling to see the ease with which non-professional photographers make a stunning photo.
I recently came across a photo my husband made at a fourth of July party, using our now-dead point and shoot. I remember being rather jealous of the deadpan humor and weirdly dimensional centered composition.

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Another gem by Rob. (RIP Bubs)
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SUN!
Jun 26th, 2009 by admin

There may have been a few drops of rain this morning, so I don’t think we’re free of the ghost of the highline yet (is there any truth to this ghost story whatsoever?), but it is starting to feel like summer around here. In honor of what we’ve left behind:

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Shawn, 2009

Shawn, when he isn’t surfing in the snow, is also a photographer, check him at at http://photoroche.blogspot.com/ Surfboard by local wunderkid shaper Grey Ghost.

Cyclones!
Jun 25th, 2009 by admin

Last Friday we went to the season opener for the Brooklyn Cyclones. They soundly defeated the Staten Island Yankees. I couldn’t see the batter from my seat, so my attention wandered throughout the game and I took the opportunity to make some photos with my DSLR.

I have a very very uneasy relationship with digital photography and with my digital camera, a Nikon D40, in particular. The immediacy is more annoying than gratifying and I find it gets in the way of what I like about photography. I am accustomed to the limbo period between shooting film and actually seeing any images, and usually use the time to mentally revisit what I think is on the film. Or I just forget about it entirely and am hopefully pleasantly surprised when I make my contact sheets.

This leads to my other struggle: the greater volume of pix I must sort through when I shoot digitally. Contact sheets of medium format negatives can be scanned at a glance and I hone in fairly quickly and critically on the few images I find worth thinking about further. With digital photography, I find myself faced with images that because of their full size, ask to be looked at individually.

All this being said, I’m learning to use my Nikon D40 to take photos in situations where I would have otherwise left my film camera at home. I’m not much of a casual photographer, so the DSLR encourages me to stray outside my project-centered practice.

On another note, I ate the most godawful hamburger and fries. And drank the saddest beer.
I got a free hat.

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Looking for Steinbeck
Jun 24th, 2009 by admin

the writer is delegated to declare and to celebrate man’s proven capacity for greatness of heart and spirit – for gallantry in defeat – for courage, compassion and love. In the endless war against weakness and despair, these are the bright rally-flags of hope and of emulation. I hold that a writer who does not passionately believe in the perfectibility of man, has no dedication nor any membership in literature.

Steinbeck, in his Nobel Prize banquet speech, called for a willingness, if not a dedication, to witnessing and relaying the potential of all people. He spoke of perfectability, not perfection, which to me underscored the need to show us at our most beautifully human. I hope that I could replace the word writer with photographer, and have the altered quote speak to my own work.

I’ve been reading The Long Valley (actually, where is it?) and the stories in it are rather devastating. I was trying to reconcile Steinbeck’s Nobel sentiments with the book–the 25 year gap between the two is probably enough explanation. But additionally, the pathos of the characters, their desperate and often thwarted need for connection, is a form of the resilience and hope Steinbeck describes so many years later. The passage of time can soften early wounds and despair, and unachieved desires can be viewed as hopes for the future rather than a current denial.

In the last four years I’ve seen a softening of the dark edges in my own work. While I think my images still acknowledge the yearning for perfection, they find inspiration in the pursuit. Aside from my ongoing investigation of surfing in NYC, I’ve started photographing my husband’s family. They are incredible people (and there are a lot of them!). I’m working out what is drawing me in their direction (aside from family obligations); I have a few ideas but I’m letting them simmer.

My nephew, Henry:

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